If Only You Walked in My Shoes...

If only you walked in my shoes

If only you knew that the breasts on my chest create a target on my back

How the hair on my head is seen as string to be pulled to grab me by

If only you knew that walking alone to the quads put me at risk

And that the uber driver could attack me in the back

All the worst things come to my mind of what could have happened haven't I left

If only you would understand

But no

You choose to refuse, and abuse and resuse me like a piece of meat

You cant even stand me in your bed yet all you do is ask for head the ego you have is through the roof

I would have left the very next day, but we both knew that I wanted to stay

But you wanted to protect your space

Sometimes I think that the time we spent was a waste

I loved the feel of being with you, with you as the view, just me and you

I must admit, I caught feelings for you, what to do I cannot choose

You and me we dont get along we dont belong, I have to move on

Stuck in a loop I cannot escape, I don’t have the patience to breathe, to wait

Youre leaving soon, I have to get that through

I need you to go, and be a hoe, and let me follow my own path

You did me wrong but I dont hold it against you

If anything it only makes me feel for you more

I pretty much forgive for the mistakes you made, the humiliation I faced

But for you I would do it again

If only you walked in my shoes